why did it have to turn out this way? now you supposedly hate me but i can't go a second without thinking about you. Everytime i see the stars, sit on that porch swing, old memories peirce through my heart. there is no cure but for you to love me back. To be able to kiss you agian would be the best thing ever. I miss those nights laying in the middle of the field talking about anything and everything, not worring about whether we would be together the next day or not, but mabey we should have.

Well I would have to say I would fall back on my music, and..... getting an extra hour of sleep.... haha